7:48 PM
he neva come AGAIN . everytime also like that . so irritating . he juz dosent noe how much hurt he does to mii . why did i even at e first place fall in love wif him . irritating . wth . i think i'm really zi zuo duo qing lar . wth . i hate u I HATE YOU . !!! .

haish . but i juz cant bring myself to not love you any more . i've juz once again fallen into a guy's trap . yes . once and again . haish . i feel so weak . i don seems to be that strong chunAi everyone knows anymore . i'm becomin weak . so weak that i cant even help myself . so weak that i need him badly . haish . wad am i becoming . ?!?! . i have no idea at all .

i'm becomin such a weakling . i'm becomin so unindipendent . i'm starting to hae myself too

is loving someone so hard . ?? . well it seems so to mii .
Tuesday, May 16, 2006

__i have the courage to love you no more__